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Dating You

 Jani, Dating you can be exhausting - both mentally and physically. I get exhausted in general but this exhausts me more because my emotions fall everywhere. You exhaust me with your conditional love and genuineness. The way you hold my hand or the way you laugh when we screw up something. I love that you don't expect me to be perfect in anything. It means the world and you accept me for me. I just want you to know my dear, I accept you for the person you are no matter what... even when you've blue denim jeans on. They look cringe but if I had to choose you or someone else any day, you would be my forever number one.  You're like a sunshine that shines through the windows in the morning - bright and positive yet eye-catching. You caught my eye like no other. You're ambitious and loving. I love the way you smile , it melts my heart. It is so beautiful when you ramble on about something that happened at work or something you're passionate about. It shows you truly car
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Meeting You

 Meeting you was an unusual one because I thought I was only entering a call to talk to my friend. Little did I know, I was entering the call to meet the love of my life.  When I found out you are from Finland, I wanted to meet because it was difficult making friendships in Finland and I also wanted to meet different types of people. The meet up from the other server was going on and I wanted you to join to get the opportunity to meet some amazing people. I didn't see you as your age... until well I found out. I was scared that I'd hurt you. I was scared of leaving you broken and making you be the way I became when my ex left.  You slowly became my friend. Someone I could confide in and trust. Something about you drew me to tell you more. You were honest and empathetic. I was scared because you were way too empathetic and I didn't want you to feel sorry for me. But the way, you reassured me and our texts turning into calls made me like you more and more. I slowly fell for y
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